“You should have never done that.”
“Done what?”
“Hurt her.”
“You think if I hadn’t hurt her she’d be better off?”
“What ever she is now, it isn’t happy. Look into her eyes, you might’ve saved her from you but you left something there that that girl can never come back from.”
a line from a book I’ll never write….
I had all these things I wanted to do…
And I never did any of them.
I wanted to make movies.
I wanted to be business man.
At 21 years old I hadn’t even begun to reach any of those dreams.
All I was doing was losing sight of them. It’s make or break at this point. I got a shit job. A half shit life.
But either I’m going to make a name for myself or fade to grey.
Fuck that.
— c.c. (via debilitating)
(via thislikenighta)
And then I go out into the world and realize how much better off I am without other people and how everyone treats everyone.
the united kingdom.
Putting the blade on the table, he
flicked it with a finger
and it whirled
in a flashing circle
under the light.
who the hell is going to save
me? he
thought.
as the knife stopped spinning
the answer came:
you’re going to have to
save yourself.
— Charles Bukowski (via chipotlechickenburrito)
you never feel really alone until your mom leaves on a plane to run away
and your dad follows up by telling you he’s moving out Wednesday.
I don’t even know anymore.
— Isn’t It Pretty To Think So? (Nick Miller)
(Source: wordsthat-speak, via jennaxtorileigh)
Just a nobody, reaching out to nobody.