Before Forever

At some point in your life you will realize you are alone. You’ll interact with people, they’ll care about you, you’ll spend time with them; in the end though, at the end of the day, I can’t count any one I can call and they’ll answer. The other end of that reciever, they won’t reassure you that everything will be okay. I wonder if that’s what a relationship with God is? Reaching out to someone who won’t give you a direct answer, or any answer at all. But still believing in them… When you can barely believe in yourself.